Hello love,
We just got our final copy of our homestudy! This is a huge step in getting to meet you and although we are growing impatient, the light is getting closer and we know how overwhelmingly worth it this all is.
Our homestudy makes us out to be these perfect people. This perfect family who you are supposed to fit perfectly into. Are we perfect? Absolutely not. But are we perfect for each other? Absolutely.
We know our homestudy may not describe exactly who we are and we have far more faults than that are listed, but what we do know is that our love for you is depicted perfectly and the most important thing? God knows our hearts and your heart better than any piece of paper or meeting can do. I know that He will put us together because we are meant to be. Not because someone chose us out of a stack of papers because of our home decor style, dogs or love for adventure, but the most important thing which is our love for you.
Each passing day and each step closer brings us closer, but even though I feel we are getting closer, the waiting and passing of time gets harder and harder. Knowing we can take you home with us now, but we just don't know how or where to find you or what your name is breaks our hearts. For whatever reason, we are not quite ready for each other yet. I pray every single day as hard as I can that we will be united. That I will get a sign of where to find you. Of what your name is. Of what website you're on. I'm still waiting and praying, but I have so much faith you're out there and when the time is right we will be together. I pray that day comes soon.
I love you and can't wait to meet you and hold you
Mama
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